This weeks "commandment" was Follow Me...This is also a little late as I had a discussion with my computer last night about what it wanted to do...I won!
I will never ceased to be amazed at how often our Lord combines lessons, The kids bible study lessons this week overlapped with this commandment.
Conviction is a good thing. A few years ago, I spent so much time in Gods'word, meditating, praying constantly throughout the day. This week He has shown me that my faithfulness is sorely lacking. I have allowed myself to become to busy with life that I neglected my relationship with Him. And my attitude and behaviour reflected that.
I have allowed the actions of other people to overwhelm my mind, specifically my daughter who seems to have turned her back on God, and her family in favor of worldly pursuits. As a result,Iam raising her children and I confess that some days I just want to be Nana,not mommy. BUT this is where God has placed these babes,and I must look Him and realize this is where He needs them to be.
Thank you Lord for opening my heart and my eyes. Father, keep me faithful unto you, please help me to guard my heart that I put you first and keep you there. Guard my mind from dwelling and playing the "pity party". Amen
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